Saturday, February 2, 2008

35

No, not points...but wouldn't that amount be easy to reach???

No, not weekly points left either...

That is how old I am today. 35. My last 5 bdays have kind of sucked, and today is starting off no different. I don't mind being older, I just want to have a nice, kind of special day and it never works that way for me.

DH is in the national guard and happens to be drilling this weekend. He left the house @ 5:45am and left me to get up w/the kids. My kids are definately too young to understand that mommy wanted to sleep in...sigh...

We happen to be really poor right now. I had to take a $500 a month pay cut last year to change jobs b/c of the hours we had so we have no money for me to do anything...to have a special dinner or for them even to get me a small gift. Dh isn't creative enough to have had the kids make me something either.

I know, I should be so grateful for the things I have in my life, but my friends at work all forgot it too and yesterday was just a crappy day.

oh well...at least I won't have to worry about over eating. :-)

Sorry to be so bitchy...I am just a little down.

2 comments:

NCChris said...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I'm sorry it was a crummy one....maybe tomorrow will be better! {{{HUGS}}}
-Chris

Swizzlepop said...

Happy Belated Birthday!!!!!!!!!!! I hope things start to look uo soon!